Swear .

We've been through alot , seriously .

Now , it's time to cherish , time to start afresh .

Today had a blast . Not with Lydia , Ayu &Syafiah .

(I missed out the fun at Lydia's house . Boo)

But with Boyfriend , Shiqin , Maii , Shahir , Afiq , Nurin , Afifah , Mus and some others .

They are such an awesome bunch , they made me laugh my ass off !

&I think I can everyday suntan pat basketball court tu , because I've been spending everyday there watching people play soccer or even playing soccer with them under the scorching sun .

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And things have been happening , but somehow I've managed to cope .

&somehow , I've lived till this day . Cheh , dramatic .

I know I'm strong , I tell myself this everyday .

But somehow , at the end of the day ,

I don't find myself strong at all , because I'll end up crying and brooding over the littlest things that can ever happen to me .

I don't want to be like this , I want to be strong . I have superpowers right ?

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&HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAFIAH !

You never fail to make my day every single day .

&yesterday , was the first time that you ever comforted me when I cried .

It really touched me eventhough I didn't really respond and countinued weeping .

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3rd chance . I'm giving it another try .

Because I know , that this time it will be perfect .

Let's start anew , forget about the past , forget about how we quarreled over the same thing againandagain .

I won't do what I did to you again (Same to you Shiqin!) .

Really .